So today my professor mentor reached out to me. I told her I would not be able to do the 45 hour practicum because I do  not do well leaving the house, speaking in front of people and suffer a nasty case of dermatological lupus on my face. I told her that if I were to stand in front of a class and tell them the building was burning they would not hear a word I said…and continue to stare at the face. She said she would approach the curriculum committee and request an on line teaching position for the capstone.

I do not know who to thank, and maybe it it premature to do so…but I really needed something to give my hope lamp some oil. And there it is.