Monthly Archives: March 2016

School

So today my professor mentor reached out to me. I told her I would not be able to do the 45 hour practicum because I do  not do well leaving the house, speaking in front of people and suffer a … Continue reading

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Lost

Since I have written last I have been to hell and back. I have been in the hospital, had a cardiac cath done and still, my head spins and the lightheadedness continues. Discharged on Monday I am in bed today. … Continue reading

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Tired

Everyday is such a struggle. It just never stops. My brain won’t stop, my body won’t stop. When I lay down I can not sleep, when I get up I can  not stay awake. Tired about being dizzy all the … Continue reading

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Queen of getting it wrong

When I got up this morning my first thoughts were about what a great job I have done “getting it wrong”, screwing up, stepping in shit, whatever your catch phrase for it is. It seems I have excelled at it, … Continue reading

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Dream: Eyes

“Fear has many eyes and can see things underground.” ~Miguel de Cervantes I am not exactly sure what I ate yesterday but it is extremely rare that I go deep enough into sleep to dream. It takes time for the … Continue reading

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